It's been a very busy week for Me, spanking butts and training slaves.
I wanted to share a delightfully eloquent email I received from a doting submissive in Portland. With her permission. Enjoy!
Good early morning to You, Ms Julie!
Thank You very much
for Your message. I apologize for the delay in responding but my work
travel began shortly after our meeting. I am currently trying and
failing to fall asleep in Detroit while it snows steadily outside.
My
body has rebounded faithfully as always and the drop was not too bad.
The marks on my back and inner thighs were just lovely to look at and
prod and enjoy. I thank You for them.
As
to my limits, I would be happy to share with You whatever You would
like to know. Most of my experience taking heavy pain from my former
dominant partner and other more casual partners has generally been
taking it very steadily with brief pauses between heavy blows to
process, similar to the way You and I played at our first meeting.
Slower waveforms. Barrages of blows, or faster waveforms, with fewer
pauses was more rare. This kind of play can feel to me like dancing on
the edge of a towering windy cliff, giddy and overwhelming and
frightening. It makes me feel both grounded and cut loose, pathetic and
powerful, as I cycle through the feelings of "I can't take it/I can take
it!" very swiftly.
Spanking,
the needles and wax, nipple play, these are very intense but sensual
pain of the kind that turns me into a writhing, satisfied cat, purring
smugly. The impact play on my upper back and inner thighs are where I
found that cliff edge and had to face myself there, precariously
balanced between stability and falling away. There is so much beauty and
wisdom in that place and I want to keep going there with You and map it
more thoroughly, and given Your ferocious delight when I let my tears
come freely, I have a feeling You agree.
The
greedy little pain slut in me wants more and more and more spanks and
restraint and needles and nipple torture because those things are pure
sybaritic fun and giddy delight and yummy ouch. The submissive in me
wants to offer You my darkest places to plumb with heavy unrelenting
pain and draw out what I hide from myself. I gather those gifts up, take
them away from our time together, and sort them through to continue
learning what I am made of.
I
hope that helps and isn't too much babbling. If there is anything other
information that would be useful to You please let me know and it is
Yours.
With my deepest gratitude,
~S
